Cherish the memories I had with You...

Goodbye to my dearest friend Azlifah,

 

All i would like say is 'I Miss You', we really had a gud times together and a bad one too, but we always find our way to get back together. I learn lot from you in so many ways, it's true we never know how one have touch our lives till that person goes away and then only we'll realise it. Az, no matter what happen I'll never gone judge you, it was meant to happened and everything happened for a reason. We have choosed our path and I'm here to wish you all the very best and keep in mind you can always count on me. I'm gonna remember the sweet time we had in our Hostel at TTU and our rent house No75 especially the private investigator job and Nobody Nobody Want Me dance..Hihihi. Love all  cute and tough time I spend together with you including our shopping spree's together. There are some many things that remind me of you, here i put as my best and ever best M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S...love you girl. Where ever life thats you, I wish you will stay strong and fight for your own happiness....

 

Both of 'us' at JJ 

 

Our Lovely Night at Jonker Street....with my besties Az n Yen

 

During Az '22' burfday at McDonald..happy gurl.

 

Tis one..at Perlis..long time ago..

 

 Inside the Kabel Car at Genting Highlands...2009. 

Last day we been together...miss you.

 

Equestrian first day...

 

-diwali open house at my cottage...-

How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to...

-Love you gurl...Az-

-Friends Forever-

As time goes, you'll realize who is your best friend and who is not..

It's funny looking at how people changed their self easily, just because they found the security in others. I hate to put here but as this is the only channel where I can write about what i feel without a fear in myself. She was and gonna remain as it for the time being as my friend, we shared a gud times together but as we moved on we just tend to forget things easily. Perhaps, I might did a mistake here, I alwiz helped you whenever you want it, just because you find the replacement of me, you threw me like a used tissues. For god sake, all this years am I just your companion rite?? Y you're so selfish, did you realized it because I helpless and I have decided not to turn back and wait for a unrequited friendship. Still remember, you asked me to companion to bank even though you already have a companion there, but when I need a help all you would do is keep yourself silent and invisible. It hurt more than word can describe it. Thank you so much for all you have done for me and today I wish you all the best in your life. A friend of mine, told me 'sumtimes is gud to be selfish because you'll need it to noe the limit of your friendship' . I need put a limit in friendship because out of all relationship in life only friendship never asked anything in return. But you always want something in return and I have to give you the credit you're just too good in it. Sorry to say I can tolerate anything else in my life but not the one I asked you this time around, I asked you in very humble and helpless way but the answer you gave me made me realise you're not the friend who I can't count on and why in this earth I should be a friend you can count on.. I am just an ordinary girl, who made mistake in my life but I valued my friendship a lot. If you just can help a reply will be better but the hide and seek game is more than hurting.

 

Sorry, I don't want it anymore. We will be friends but not the like the one before. I'll never blame you for the failure of our friendship, because not every ship share the same core value of friendship. You been there for me and I was there for you, I had to say it's hard to let go something every close to my heart but I have too. God make me a stronger person and give me the strength to keep me going. 

-Emotional breakdown-

 

 

Pressure in myself...

Lately I'm under alot of pressure, how I am gonna cope with it??? It's like me getting weaker day by day and there is nothing I can do about it. Sumtimes, i wish I can just run way or sleep like there is no 2moro. Y put me here and gave me such pressure to work with. I can work under pressure but the stress I'm having now gave me no chance to prove myself. Yet, I have no choice coz life sumtimes gave us no choice....My magic word will alwiz be one, never, never,never give up in life. Hope this magic word will keep me strong as ever, and I need it on my side forever...Life alwiz give me a reason to believe 2moro will be a bright day for me...I want see the sunshine soon...love you sunshine..

Cherrapunji...Caught my attention...

Cherrapunji is a small town situated in East Khasi Hill District in Indian State of Meghayala. It's ironically known as the wettest place in the earth. The cliffs of Cherrapunji receive heavy rainfall due to monsoon winds blowing from the bay of Bengal.

 

It made a world record of 1,041 inches of rain in 1861. North eastern part of India is full of natural treasures with lush green canopies, valleys, mountains, rocky hills, rivers, diverse flora and fauna.Orchards of oranges and pineapple are the common sight of Cherrapunji. It is a 60 kilometer drive from the state’s capital Shillong, and is situated 1290 meters above sea level.

  

 

Here the bridges aren't built but they're grown in their own, unbelievable right?? This is the awesome bio-engineering of the living bridges of Cherrapunji.

 

  

  

  

  

 

I will sure gonna visit this wonderful place called Cherrapunji one day..for now I am admiring the beautiful the views from this pictures..

-K.SaLiNi-

The words describe it well.....

Past ...Present..

Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we’ll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.

No more holding back....

It's time to wake up and I back now, no more tear drops or mean-less nites. Everything has changed since the last two months. There are reason for everything that had happened but I just dun feel the to talk about it anymore. But I not gonna sit down and regret bcoz it happened, instead I'm lucky coz it's over now..Apart from that, nothing inside me has changed, still the same girl..but i tink i put some weight edi ooh. Working life is not the same like my university life...here all very different the culture, the environment, the people and even ur best friend also can show their true color..For me everyday turns out to be better even sometimes there are up's and down's but I'm very lucky because my family members, my relatives and my friends are alwiz there for me...to wipe my tears and to encourage me. That makes my life wonderful enouf...the love and support is what a human being really want in moments when they lost their hopes on life....but cling on someone very special will come along to let you noe I'm there for you...that one moment will suddenly turn into a colorful in seconds.. All I have to do is....

 

Someone will always catch you when you fall, and it won't be who you thought it would be. The people that love you the most might watch you fall and wait to congratulate you when you find your own way back up. This doesn't mean they love you less, they just know that you're stronger than you give yourself credit for.

Lesson of the day: The dark cloud will shall pass,too...