A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner.

" A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner".. I found this piece of wisdom is related to everyone and for me too. The wisdom is related to life at sea ( for mariner) but it has extra connection with myself.

Sometime we just have to understand that all the hard rocks we encountered in our life is necessary in order for us to become a better and well prepared person in life. Imagine if your life is smooth and steady like calm sea..we will never learn anything so do the mariner never become a skilled person.

"A sailor does not learn his trade by sailing on calm seas. His job is one of apprenticeship, which means he will learn to do his trade by doing the work. Therefore the sailor must experience the turmoil of the sea in order to successfully learn how to do his job; just like people need to make mistakes to help them learn. Our lives would be lacking substance if we did not hit a few rough waves along the way." [Ian Brodie]


I believe that life is an experience that made us a better person, it can be good but the good things doesn't happen over night. It take a lot of handworks, preparations and courage to learn for previous failures. I found when the life hits me with one of those rough waves i'm comforted to know I am a strong swimmer. I just love my life no matter how hard it is. I will keep working hard because the harder I work the luckier I become.

Love,
SaLiNi

Because of you...

I wouldn't care if you called me and woke me up just to talk at two in the morning. I loves arguing, coz I'm good at it. Scary movies make me paranoid. I hates it when people don't call me back. I envies every couple I sees walking around showing their happiness. I only wants to be happy & lately all I thinks about is you..

M3

I can't make very one happy..but I'm sacrificing my happiness to make the people around me happy. Some just said I'm fool but they never know when I give up my own happiness for the person I love the most, I win more loves and cares. I can't compromise with all, I am not perfect here but I'm trying my best to be myself and not been selfish. My life is complicated like it alwiz do but no one can live it for me, I just have to find my own way out. But... "I believe deep down in my heart that i'm destined to do great things" even sometimes I fail but I will always find my way up. I have a dream, my dream is so big and impossible in your eyes but for me it is the most special thing in life and even a small step towards success makes a huge differences. What i need is love's and care's from people who loves me for who I am and if you did please keep reminding me to 'work hard' and tell me 'lazy SaLiNi get-up'.

'I'm the hero of the story, i don't need to be saved'.

sometimes i have to save myself, but that doesn't mean that i do

My definition of LOVE....

 

It is easy to find someone we do love but is very hard to find someone  who truly do love us. Give them a chance to love you because there is a huge difference between u are happy with someone n someone who is happy with you, only with u...

-Happy Valentine's Day...

Cherish the memories I had with You...

Goodbye to my dearest friend Azlifah,

 

All i would like say is 'I Miss You', we really had a gud times together and a bad one too, but we always find our way to get back together. I learn lot from you in so many ways, it's true we never know how one have touch our lives till that person goes away and then only we'll realise it. Az, no matter what happen I'll never gone judge you, it was meant to happened and everything happened for a reason. We have choosed our path and I'm here to wish you all the very best and keep in mind you can always count on me. I'm gonna remember the sweet time we had in our Hostel at TTU and our rent house No75 especially the private investigator job and Nobody Nobody Want Me dance..Hihihi. Love all  cute and tough time I spend together with you including our shopping spree's together. There are some many things that remind me of you, here i put as my best and ever best M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S...love you girl. Where ever life thats you, I wish you will stay strong and fight for your own happiness....

 

Both of 'us' at JJ 

 

Our Lovely Night at Jonker Street....with my besties Az n Yen

 

During Az '22' burfday at McDonald..happy gurl.

 

Tis one..at Perlis..long time ago..

 

 Inside the Kabel Car at Genting Highlands...2009. 

Last day we been together...miss you.

 

Equestrian first day...

 

-diwali open house at my cottage...-

How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to...

-Love you gurl...Az-

-Friends Forever-

As time goes, you'll realize who is your best friend and who is not..

It's funny looking at how people changed their self easily, just because they found the security in others. I hate to put here but as this is the only channel where I can write about what i feel without a fear in myself. She was and gonna remain as it for the time being as my friend, we shared a gud times together but as we moved on we just tend to forget things easily. Perhaps, I might did a mistake here, I alwiz helped you whenever you want it, just because you find the replacement of me, you threw me like a used tissues. For god sake, all this years am I just your companion rite?? Y you're so selfish, did you realized it because I helpless and I have decided not to turn back and wait for a unrequited friendship. Still remember, you asked me to companion to bank even though you already have a companion there, but when I need a help all you would do is keep yourself silent and invisible. It hurt more than word can describe it. Thank you so much for all you have done for me and today I wish you all the best in your life. A friend of mine, told me 'sumtimes is gud to be selfish because you'll need it to noe the limit of your friendship' . I need put a limit in friendship because out of all relationship in life only friendship never asked anything in return. But you always want something in return and I have to give you the credit you're just too good in it. Sorry to say I can tolerate anything else in my life but not the one I asked you this time around, I asked you in very humble and helpless way but the answer you gave me made me realise you're not the friend who I can't count on and why in this earth I should be a friend you can count on.. I am just an ordinary girl, who made mistake in my life but I valued my friendship a lot. If you just can help a reply will be better but the hide and seek game is more than hurting.

 

Sorry, I don't want it anymore. We will be friends but not the like the one before. I'll never blame you for the failure of our friendship, because not every ship share the same core value of friendship. You been there for me and I was there for you, I had to say it's hard to let go something every close to my heart but I have too. God make me a stronger person and give me the strength to keep me going. 

-Emotional breakdown-

 

 

Pressure in myself...

Lately I'm under alot of pressure, how I am gonna cope with it??? It's like me getting weaker day by day and there is nothing I can do about it. Sumtimes, i wish I can just run way or sleep like there is no 2moro. Y put me here and gave me such pressure to work with. I can work under pressure but the stress I'm having now gave me no chance to prove myself. Yet, I have no choice coz life sumtimes gave us no choice....My magic word will alwiz be one, never, never,never give up in life. Hope this magic word will keep me strong as ever, and I need it on my side forever...Life alwiz give me a reason to believe 2moro will be a bright day for me...I want see the sunshine soon...love you sunshine..