Mistakes....

Everyone must come across the word ‘MISTAKE’ at least more than once in their life. It can be one mistake, two mistakes or dozen of mistakes. We make mistakes Yesterday, Today and perhaps maybe Tomorrow. Every minute in our life we make some big decision and there is a mistake one it, then we tend to put the blame on others or so on. I believe there is no such thing learns from mistake made by others than our own mistake. I just go out there make my own mistake in my life and I learn more from it. There are moments where I am down, hurt and crying but I managed to find my way up and I’ll make sure I’ll always find it even sometimes I have to struggle through it.

I believe life is too short to stay down there and crying when you’re can just do much better by just taking another turn around to see what else there for me. I just got to believe ‘Everything happens for a reason.’ I do it. I get a chance in my life and I took it, even there is doubt in myself on how I going make the cuts. Nobody said it will be easy, but they did promise it would be worth. Thus here I’m sitting with much pleasure in front of my computer and writing about it, on other part I just walk in to CTRM as Industrial Trainee.

I learned a lot from the mistake I’ve made in my life and now I’m just trying to do thing in a better way. It’s not what you look like or what you have. It always about living the life in our own way and keep in track all those tiny things in life that make it all worthwhile.

As for me..

Watching the moon during the cold nights. Spending time doing crazy things with my friends. Sip through a hot Milo during heavy rain drops. Looking at the mirror and smile. Singing as no one could hear me. Laughing. Draw the heart with the name of someone. Failing in love with the long nights. Catching the rain drops in my hand. Doing something really crazy with my hair and get through my days like no pain in it. 

Not everyone is lucky two get second chance in life and as for me I take the first one as my last one. I learned from my past and I’m and I’ll cherish each of every part of it. I did regret few things that happened in my life but I always believed and do remind myself that 'Everything in Life Happens For A Reason.'

Last day and the pressure of it...

Let's check it out..It was my last paper on 15th of November 2009, a day before that everyone in my rent house was busy with the last minute study..So this how it's look like..

My study table..full with my stuff's...hehe

 Ms.Baby together with Me preparing ourselves for Manufacturing Economy paper

Ms.Adda busy with her laptops and hand phone..honey on phone.

Huhu..this gal is my best friend 'Tikot' with my pillow..hehe

and finally here it comes to Ms.Az Torres...

 I'm not sure what she is doing..but her paper was tough..Huhu that y it's called ThermoDinamik.

Love my life...

I just love my life so much...and I never gonna look back after this. I'll cherish all my good memories that i've had all this while and the negative one will be my lesson of the day. Perhaps the best part of my life is I still have good energies  and good people around me to guide me through. And for now..

I love myself....

I love my life...

I love my family...

I love all who love me..

Learn to love yourself first and Remember...No one can hurt you..only you can hurt yourself..

Everyone need time in their own life...I have mine now.

Even love also need it's own time..

-Alwiz Smile-

Let the walkway of life be full of color, joy, happiness, and love. ( found while browsing through- Thank You)

What I have found...

Thought for Today

And remember, also,” added the Princess of Sweet Rhyme,
“that many places you would like to see are just off the map
and many things you want to know are just out of sight
or a little beyond your reach. But someday you’ll reach them all,
for what you learn today, for no reason at all,
will help you discover all the wonderful secrets of tomorrow.”
~Norton Juster~
“The Phantom Tollbooth”
It was a good one..I found it in http://homeinsteaders.org while browsing through. Awesome!! Je t'aime.

Two Words I'm good at..

I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line.
Even I have tears rolling down my face.
I always manage to say those two words.."I'm Fine"

Keep my limits on the ground and my hopes towards the sky...
Never wanna lose my laughter to the roll of tears....

-Smile alwiz.-

Never regret what I've done before...

Life is so beautiful when I started to love my life..
I found happiness in everything I do even a small nap makes me so happy and not to forget a small coffee made by mum with love ..I begin to appreciate all now.
It's just how I decide to live my life changed me wholly....a smile and often laugh makes the people around me happy too..
Life is not how I live it but how I changed someone's life in small way..I did it with just a simple smile to everyone I meet all these while..a contagious laugh with my family members and my friends..and also with my simple shout out in my Facebook Network..
Happiness is something all of us want for life time but some said dun go after happiness let it come to you..but I personally think to be happy we must change ourselves and also change the way we think ..coz there is a small rules on how to be happy...

Remember these five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred...let go of ur painful past
2. Free your mind from worries...life is too short to keep track of ur worries
3. Live simply....give your best shot everyday as ur last...
4. Give more....the more you gave ..the more you'll get back in return..happiness
5. Expect less....dun expect anything in return..let it happen naturally.




The rules had changed my life and also the way I think, I love my life so much and I'm living a good life. I have no regretz of what I've done before..all the mistakes I have done is mine and my success belongs to the people around me...All my actions comes back to me...either good or bad. I accept it with a big heart. Life is mine to live..I live it in my own way..I will leave a small foot print in all the lives that I have come across...hope it's change their life in sum ways. All I want is to add colors to other lives by just being happy always...I do have my sad moments but I will alwiz fight back by believing EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON......and the reason is good. Be optimistic do change the way I think....

'Each day is a gift, and as long as my eyes open I’ll focus on the new day and all the happy memories I’ve stored away, just for this time in my life.'

Smile Alwiz...

-SunShiNe-

There's always a beautiful rainbow after a heavy rain drops.

Live..Laugh..Love..

The thing that makes me happy, even though I might fail to realise it is love and caring. I like to spend quiet time at home with my family and hang out with my friends. Having the ability to make people laugh is always my pleasure. And I’ll never lose it for life time. Somehow, in my life I learned trusting people is always a risk, coz I did end up letting someone invaded my privacy. I believe in destiny and I’ll go where it takes me too. I know deep in my heart I’ll find that someone special who’ll complete me in an unimaginable way and make me feel truly content. I still remember these phase and I’ll remember it for life time.“Never see what suits he wear and never look what car he drives”. I never cares what others talk about me, cause people will always like to talk about others, that's just the nature of life. But, sometimes I love the reality of life where I found reasons to believe I'm just a girl next door and I have so many unaccomplished job. Being the only daughter is not an easy task, I just have to be an independent girl all the time and the one that my parents can rely on. Sometimes the hopes they have on me is just huge and I'm afraid I can't stand up to it, but then I realize it's just a matter of time. I believe there's always a beautiful rainbow after a heavy rain drops.. I love my life no matter how hard it is, I live like there's no tomorrow.Not to forget, I love my family and my friends...and the list goes on....Live..Laugh..Love..

Homework + Holiday....

I just can't understand y I'm too lazy to finish my works...I have so so so so many homework to be done but just lazy to kick start.
What should i do...?? I dun no..
But what I'm do for d past few dayz..

Sleeping d whole day
Blogging
Dancing like no wan watching..
Sing like no wan listening...

OMG..I'm serious goin crazy soon. But the best things of all is..I can just sit back and relax for hours and dun have to think about rushing to submit report, assignments and etc..

Tatz y i just luv tis holiday...