Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha.

SRI SUNDARAMOORTHI VINAYAGAR...

Very praises to him...he will alwiz guide me in this life...

A gal hunger for love......A guy with an ambition

You'll never know how much I'm hurt....
I never hate you, but trust me with all you words and actions..I being to hate you!!
I'm broken into piece, you started everything and you left me and asking me to be your friend..
I'm left here without an answer to all my questions. Thinking back makes me feel so vulnerable to towards all those sweet words of your..was it a lie?? I'm crying in my heart because of you, after seeing that post I know for sure my world collapse. I never able to learn to love again..I never do anything to you , why why you make me feel so unlucky...If it's true you are chasing your dream why you make me fall for you. All those conversation we had was merely a lie?? You fooled me..

I hate a guy with sweet words..!! I really do...I'm not interest in people who are playing a fool...!!

You're last sentence "he chasing his dream..have no time to love...!!!n this gal waiting for his love...left her dreams " I was left numb...what else I could say. I'm just unlucky..I should never talked to you...should never answered your calls..


- Past-

Something very beautiful...

Take look at it...
   Take your sweet time reading it...
       Make yourself understand it...
           Have a Beautiful Life...and Good One Too...

Undeniable truth..

Yet, above all these one thing for sure is 'Life Goes On'....

I just can't deny...

I just can't deny.......

Sometimes the memories comes and go.......

Sometimes I'm alone no matter how happy I am......

Sometimes I question myself can I ever trust anyone like I did before.......

Sometimes I just hate all the lies....broken promises....

Sometimes I'm happy it happened........

When forgiving it hard........i just learn to forget...

But now I'm very strong...

You are my illusionary past......will never be my present and future..

I owned you a big thank you for all the sweet memories and the lies too...

You made me realize of the mistakes I shouldn't do in my future...

Maybe I'm lucky...erm..nope I am lucky...

Hahaha..it's been quite long since my last post, and today I felt like writing again after so long. Moreover, I'm happy and fully content and not to forget i'm feeling lucky. There is an old saying “Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.” - Dalai Lama.  This words ring a bell in my ears very frequent nowadays until i finally realized it. Sometimes we just cant accept the fact that something that we want the most is something we cant have, i cried and lost hope went everything I ever dreamed for falls apart. But, my faith never let me down, it uphold me and turned me into more positive and optimistic person. I choose to remain the way I'm but i become more open-minded on approaching those sugar coating of others. My life has always been the best teacher and I'm still learning and i always will. The main reason I'm still fighting and will always be because I firmly believe life is beautiful and it's depends on how you color it. I'm painting my parents dream and I believe while i'm painting it my own life will be brighten too. I'm a sunshine and that will always turns me around when I'm sad. I love my life so much now even sometimes i felt very alone but I can cure it through having  a good laughter with my sweet cousins and friends..It doesnt mean I'm looking for one, just as for now I dun have the courage to put my trust in any kind of relationship. It's kind of hard to believe in people but I believe one day my prince charming will come and make my days full with loves and happiness. It just not the right time yet...let the fishing done my parents while i'm enjoying the colors of painting..:)  

Essence of Life

Long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered. Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible. After traveling for quite sometime he came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and by now he was completely exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, "Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself." 

The above story is similar with the journey of our Life.We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition. In the process, We neglect our health,time with our familyand to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love. And one day when we look back, we realize that we don't really need that much , but then we cannot turn back time for what we have missed. Life is not about making money, acquiring power or recognition . Life is definitely not about work! Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life. Life is a balance of Work and Play, Family and Personal time. 

You have to decide how you want to balance your Life. Define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise. but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of humanexistence. So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. 

Life is fragile , Life is short. Do not take Life for granted. Live a balanced  lifestyle and enjoy Life! Watch your thoughts  ; they become words. 

Watch your actions  ; they become habits. 

Watch your habits; they become character .

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny 

Thank you.

p/s: This post i found in one of my favourite blog that I used to read when ever I'm free. The blog called Essence of Life. 

Regards,

SaLiNi