My fall might never rise again

I can't think of rise anymore..the one word that I fond for long, teach me some great things which I'll never forget for the rest of my life. How simple it was i can't find my way, because I stumbled with that one phrase that killing me all the time...Can i just leave and never return again..does anyone ever written to be with me and guide me or i'm destined to walk alone to my destination..Reality of my life..Just me and myself understand..perhaps no one will.

Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha.

SRI SUNDARAMOORTHI VINAYAGAR...

Very praises to him...he will alwiz guide me in this life...

A gal hunger for love......A guy with an ambition

You'll never know how much I'm hurt....
I never hate you, but trust me with all you words and actions..I being to hate you!!
I'm broken into piece, you started everything and you left me and asking me to be your friend..
I'm left here without an answer to all my questions. Thinking back makes me feel so vulnerable to towards all those sweet words of your..was it a lie?? I'm crying in my heart because of you, after seeing that post I know for sure my world collapse. I never able to learn to love again..I never do anything to you , why why you make me feel so unlucky...If it's true you are chasing your dream why you make me fall for you. All those conversation we had was merely a lie?? You fooled me..

I hate a guy with sweet words..!! I really do...I'm not interest in people who are playing a fool...!!

You're last sentence "he chasing his dream..have no time to love...!!!n this gal waiting for his love...left her dreams " I was left numb...what else I could say. I'm just unlucky..I should never talked to you...should never answered your calls..


- Past-

Something very beautiful...

Take look at it...
   Take your sweet time reading it...
       Make yourself understand it...
           Have a Beautiful Life...and Good One Too...

Undeniable truth..

Yet, above all these one thing for sure is 'Life Goes On'....

I just can't deny...

I just can't deny.......

Sometimes the memories comes and go.......

Sometimes I'm alone no matter how happy I am......

Sometimes I question myself can I ever trust anyone like I did before.......

Sometimes I just hate all the lies....broken promises....

Sometimes I'm happy it happened........

When forgiving it hard........i just learn to forget...

But now I'm very strong...

You are my illusionary past......will never be my present and future..

I owned you a big thank you for all the sweet memories and the lies too...

You made me realize of the mistakes I shouldn't do in my future...

Maybe I'm lucky...erm..nope I am lucky...

Hahaha..it's been quite long since my last post, and today I felt like writing again after so long. Moreover, I'm happy and fully content and not to forget i'm feeling lucky. There is an old saying “Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.” - Dalai Lama.  This words ring a bell in my ears very frequent nowadays until i finally realized it. Sometimes we just cant accept the fact that something that we want the most is something we cant have, i cried and lost hope went everything I ever dreamed for falls apart. But, my faith never let me down, it uphold me and turned me into more positive and optimistic person. I choose to remain the way I'm but i become more open-minded on approaching those sugar coating of others. My life has always been the best teacher and I'm still learning and i always will. The main reason I'm still fighting and will always be because I firmly believe life is beautiful and it's depends on how you color it. I'm painting my parents dream and I believe while i'm painting it my own life will be brighten too. I'm a sunshine and that will always turns me around when I'm sad. I love my life so much now even sometimes i felt very alone but I can cure it through having  a good laughter with my sweet cousins and friends..It doesnt mean I'm looking for one, just as for now I dun have the courage to put my trust in any kind of relationship. It's kind of hard to believe in people but I believe one day my prince charming will come and make my days full with loves and happiness. It just not the right time yet...let the fishing done my parents while i'm enjoying the colors of painting..:)