My fall might never rise again

I can't think of rise anymore..the one word that I fond for long, teach me some great things which I'll never forget for the rest of my life. How simple it was i can't find my way, because I stumbled with that one phrase that killing me all the time...Can i just leave and never return again..does anyone ever written to be with me and guide me or i'm destined to walk alone to my destination..Reality of my life..Just me and myself understand..perhaps no one will.